my unknown habits

Everybody has some characteristics which nobody knows. I have too. The most important ones are my sensible attitude for nonliving things, speaking to myself, and my inability to watch horror film. I am very sensible for nonliving things around me. Something which seems unimportant can be special for me.I am very well at associating things with my memories. So they become all suddenly important for me and I carry them with me wherever I go.If they are lost, I become very unhappy. I feel a very bad hurt in my heart.They can remind me my bad or good memories.Among my special things, there is an umbrella, a t-shirt, a doll, a pipe, a piece of plant, a small stone, a dirty handkerchief dirty with blood…It is difficult to believe but I am saving all of them and many others. I love speaking to myself a lot. I can’t found any special time; I love it all the time. Sometimes, I feel that something inside me wants to get out. This becomes a voice and it sometimes consoles me, sometimes relieves me, sometimes makes me simile.I have an intersting experience about that issue.When I was in high school, a friend of mine found me speaking to myself. She was surprised and laughed a lot. I was ashamed a lot.I love it a lot but other people find it strange. So I try to do it when I am alone.I can't get rid of it.The best thing about it is that you never feel alone.So you can't leave such a good friend.
I am terrible in watching horror film. In fact I can’t watch horror film. The last time I went to cinema to see horror film was five years ago.I became so affected when I saw my first and last horror film. I was so affected that I couldn’t sleep for nights. It was horrible to be in fears and without sleep. Since that time I haven’t seen any horror film.many people I speak don’t find this film effective.and this fact proves my sensiblity.I am too sensible to see horror film. I have told my unknown characteristics. They are strange but I love them and myself.I think alot of people have strange habits like these.